Last thursday after work.. i made a decision suddenly, i took two days of no pay leave and bought a ticker to go Hainan island. My grandmum was in a serious condition. Me, my father, sister, her daughter, bro-in-law and cousin went back together. We went for 3 days and 2 nights.. actually was 2 days and 2 nights. cos we left on early morning on sunday. Grandmum was laying on bed in hospital, somtimes she opened her eyes, sometimes could feel that she did move her fingers and legs, but she was unconscious. she couldn't talk, she couldn't move, she wouldn't wake up. We kept touching her hands, her legs, kept talking to her..
On saturday, we all had a decision.. we gave her morphine. it would put her to sleep and take out all her pain. All of us were crying. maybe she knew that if she close her eyes to sleep, she can't wake up anymore, she can't see us anymore, she kepy trying to open her eyes even wider. My bro in law guided us to pray, to sing psalms. After that we saw her sleeping.. i really wanted to stay in hospital until i went to airport at 4am on sunday. but the little one needed to go back to hotel and sleep.. and we couldn't get any transpot in the midnight.. so we left the hospital at 9pm. That was the last time i saw her.. When i came back to hk on sunday, she passed away at night.....
Me .. only can cry... but at least i went back to see her~~~
Now she is with GOD.. i know that GOD will take care of her.. she can stay in there happily!
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