Thanks..

Thank you all the support and caring from my lovely friends. I am fine.. you know sometimes i just need some expression.

Last friday we got a sad news =( his godmother just passed away suddenly.. we were all very sad especially her family..

PS. MaChai.. how was your new job.. i always dreamed of you guys.. heehee.. miss you all. >3<

Tired..

I had applied few jobs this week. They are all about admin or HR.. even applied some part time jobs. However, i don't think it has high chance to get it.. really don't know what should i do.. Last night i lost of control and kept crying and crying. I heard something that really hurt my heart.. I knew that he didn't know that he would hurt me that hard. He said sorry to me and comforted me a lot after that. I hope that i have higher EQ. Don't cry anymore.

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Alan was sick this week. I tried to take care of him, kept going in and out to buy food, even bought a watermelon from supermarket. At least went out 3 times a day and didn't have time to get online. I was very tired. My shoulders were very painful. But all the things were because of him.

This Weekk..

These few days seemed quite busy. I woke up ..then had breakfast, did laundry, after that went to supermarket to buy food. Went home and made soup.. then had lunch.. iron clothes.. then was time to cook dinner already. So tired after the dinner ar.. still had to clear up the kitchen.

Didn't send out much application .. actually i am not sure what should i look for. Many jobs are only avaliable for singaporean or malaysian. Not much choice for me.. I came here for 3 months already and only 3 months visa left. Can i really get a job within these months. I don't really wanna call home recently, cos the must ask me how is job seeking. I don't know how to answer them ar.. But i am no nervous about seeking job.. it seems like giving myself a holiday..don't think to much. I hope i can use these 3 months time much meaningful. Such as learning some new stuff. I am trying to improve my typing and try to read more english book. That are two things i ask myself to do everyday now. When i go outside, i take more photos. I hope i can keep more memories in photos.

However, i still hope that i can get a job here.

Start Again..

Didn't receive any reply .. should be no chance already.. everything has to start it again lu..

Our Life..

Went fot an interview on tuesday. Alan sent me there one hour before my interview ..then he went back for work. At first i thought only me going for interview.. the person from the company would come back to the hotel after her meeting and had interview with me.. But it was all wrong. I reached one hour earlier..sat in the hotel's lobby. The lobby is quite small.. i saw someone was sittling there.. i was thinking is she the person i am going to meet.. then i saw another lady asked that person to go into a cafe next to the lobby. She sat down and filled in form.. then they started to talk. In that moment..i knew that many people were fighting for this position... not only me. i was sitting in the lobby.. waiting for so long.. they were talking more than an hour. I saw the main boss also sitting in the cafe. I really felt that i didn't have much chance.. should i go now. But i told myself, i came here already. just wait for a bit longer.. talk to them.. at least i know more about this job.. i can know that is the job suit me.. just give myself a chance. At the end, was my turn for interview.. filled in form.. the lady talked with me by cantonese.. both of us felt much confortable on this.

I am not sure that can i get the job. cos she said they are going to have more interview with few people in these few days. They will make a decision within this week. She will let me know the results within this week. So i am still waiting.

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Our life will have many many problems and challenges.. this few months is only one of the challenges in my life.. i get over this.. another one may come .. i am only 24 this year..still have long long time to go in my life.. so just work hard now.. this is just a kind of experence =)

Interview..

Going for interview this evening.. I am so nervous now.. Maybe i really really wanna get this job.. I feel a pressure from myself.. Wish me luck~~