Is it a hope??

I have received a call again.. but is it a hope for me .. or is it just another waiting again..keep waiting and waiting..

One month..

I have no energy to do anything.. everyday seems no goal.. don't know what should i do.. Alan is in india this week.. can i get any reply this week.. or i am worng.. i shouldn't wait.. am i not active enough.. i am lost~~~

February already..

Monday i went out with ALan at night.. i bought a dress from FCUK.. it is very expensive ar.. but very nice =) hehe i got nes dress for chinese new year la.

Wednesdayi needed to have dinner with Alan and his customers.. they said they never seen me before.. so they asked me out again.. Alan said i must wear nicer.. so i wore my new FCUK dress.. =) We went for Clarke Quay for dinner..

Here is a nice place where i never been before... many western people there.. many funny restaurants there.. got one is called Clinic. If you are eating there, you will feel that you are in a hospital. And the one i went.. it got live band.. the environment is good..a bit dark.. but the lights are funny and beautiful..

Althought the food is quite expensive.. but the desserts are really good .. i had a warm chocolate pudding with icecream.. very very nice.. that night i didn't talk much.. just enjoying the place and the food ..............

Yesterday i went out by myself .... really quite bored at home.. so i took bus to Bishan, walked there for about two hours, then took MRT (HK is called MTR) to Novena. Lan is working there..so i wait for him to finish work and then we went shopping again.. Me and him also bought some new clothes for CNY.. We are going to malaysia for CNY next week..

PS. So sad to hear that the new colleague who are replacing my post quited already.. on the sane day i came to singapore.. now only one staff to take care all the classes.. she is really really poor now.. i hope that everyone will be fine in there.. miss you all ~~