Hiding Myself..

I am going back to hk on sunday la.. finally the day is coming so soon.. and i am feeling sad on this week.. our plan.. no more already.. back to the old point and don't know when can we see each other again.. althought he is treating me very good recently.. no more temper.. many caring.. i am still feeling sad that we have came out this decision. And i am starting to miss him so much..

I couldn't stop the feeling and i didn't want myself being that way.. so yesterday i tried to hide myself.. if i stayed at home.. i just kept thinking negative. I went to Bishan library.. that was my first time to go into the local library. It is quite big ( not as big as HK's one) and very quiet. I was looking for some psychology and philosophy books.. i wanted to find something from the books that could balance my thought. I took few books and went into the quite room. It got very big windows..those until the floor...facing a grass playground. Feeling so good to read some books there with some thinking.. I stayed there for more than 2 hours .. felt much better and seemed i have put down something.

God is guiding my way.. if the time come .. it will come.. i don't have to think to much of it.. The most important thing is we both know that we are loving each other soooo much.. it won't be changed.

I am looking forward to see all my friends in hk.. hope can get a better job and save more $$$$.

I AM COMING BACK LA.. SEE YOU ALL SOON MY FRIENDS.. HEEHEE