Monday, July 21, 2008

Back to HK...

I reached hk last night .. at around 5pm. Alan sent me to airport in the morning.. i was feeling so upset during the whole day.. i wanted to cry even when i said goodbye to his parents. This was the first time .. i tried to be strong.. tried not crying .. but when he said goodbye to me in front of the gate .. i cried and cried .. then i went in .. after the custom .. then i turned back and he was still standing there.. i waved him goodbye and i kept walking inside without turing back.. but i was cring again.. even during the flight .. i cried ...

My mum came to pick me up.. my body felt so sick.. i had got cold few days before i left singapore. i wasn't
feeling so well during the flight.. the high air pressure made my ear so painful. after the one and half hour bus journey .. i was no energy totally.

Dad..sis and her daughter were waiting for me at home. My sis's daughter was so excited to see me.. she was sticking to me all the time during these two day.

I know that many people are waiting to see me in hk.. but until now i am still not happy.. don't know why.. i am trying to be happy.. trying to do some happy things such as playing with my niece .. but still .. upset ..

when i can become normal?

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