I was so scared...

Just now i deleted my internet drive accidently.. suddenly i couldn't get online. I was so scared and didn't know what to do.. kept clicking here and there.. tried to set it up again... but of course i couldn't .. But thanks GOD.. i remembered that Andrew taught me to restore early point of PC.. so i chose to restore my PC to 21/7 .. then it would bring my PC setting to the day .. my drive is back now.. finally .. and i can get online now.. only thing i can say is THANK YOU GOD..

Back to HK...

I reached hk last night .. at around 5pm. Alan sent me to airport in the morning.. i was feeling so upset during the whole day.. i wanted to cry even when i said goodbye to his parents. This was the first time .. i tried to be strong.. tried not crying .. but when he said goodbye to me in front of the gate .. i cried and cried .. then i went in .. after the custom .. then i turned back and he was still standing there.. i waved him goodbye and i kept walking inside without turing back.. but i was cring again.. even during the flight .. i cried ...

My mum came to pick me up.. my body felt so sick.. i had got cold few days before i left singapore. i wasn't feeling so well during the flight.. the high air pressure made my ear so painful. after the one and half hour bus journey .. i was no energy totally.

Dad..sis and her daughter were waiting for me at home. My sis's daughter was so excited to see me.. she was sticking to me all the time during these two day.

I know that many people are waiting to see me in hk.. but until now i am still not happy.. don't know why.. i am trying to be happy.. trying to do some happy things such as playing with my niece .. but still .. upset ..

when i can become normal?

Hiding Myself..

I am going back to hk on sunday la.. finally the day is coming so soon.. and i am feeling sad on this week.. our plan.. no more already.. back to the old point and don't know when can we see each other again.. althought he is treating me very good recently.. no more temper.. many caring.. i am still feeling sad that we have came out this decision. And i am starting to miss him so much..

I couldn't stop the feeling and i didn't want myself being that way.. so yesterday i tried to hide myself.. if i stayed at home.. i just kept thinking negative. I went to Bishan library.. that was my first time to go into the local library. It is quite big ( not as big as HK's one) and very quiet. I was looking for some psychology and philosophy books.. i wanted to find something from the books that could balance my thought. I took few books and went into the quite room. It got very big windows..those until the floor...facing a grass playground. Feeling so good to read some books there with some thinking.. I stayed there for more than 2 hours .. felt much better and seemed i have put down something.

God is guiding my way.. if the time come .. it will come.. i don't have to think to much of it.. The most important thing is we both know that we are loving each other soooo much.. it won't be changed.

I am looking forward to see all my friends in hk.. hope can get a better job and save more $$$$.

I AM COMING BACK LA.. SEE YOU ALL SOON MY FRIENDS.. HEEHEE

My first birthday present..heehee

Alan bought me a new sony ericsson C902 phone. I love this phone ar.. it is red .. got a very good camera.. good sound.. heehee ..I was surprise to get it so early ar..

KL again...

Went to KL from last fri until this mon.. The purpose for this trip was danielle and young fei wedding. Many friends from different countries. Albert coming from HK and Leni coming from indonesia. Haven't seen them for so many years la. I think all of us including me, alan, ashley, johnathan, albert and leni haven't being together for about 4 years la. It was after the time we were studying together.

This trip was soooooooooooo happy.. we went to many places for eating .. had so many nice food.. took many photos .. having so much fun ar.. don't know when is the reunion next time la... and i am missing so much of my friends in hk.. =)

below are the photos of the trip.. you can feel how fun of it.. heehee

wanna see more photos.. please go to my facebook. =p

五月天...離開地球表面

I was so happy that i saw mayday concert DVD in singapore..although i was a bit expensive.. but alan also bought it for me.. cos i love mayday so much ar.. heehee ... when i read gogo"s space before and she said she got it.. i really wanted to ask her to help me buy one.. Last year i didn't have time to watch the concert cos i was starting my new job. I finally watched it today la.. it was so great.. everyone was so high. They all were standing.. screaming and JUMPing .. i really hope that i could be there ar.. The DVD also included a photos book and mouse pad.. very nice ..heehee ^_^

Walk in Interview..

Yesterday i went for an interview. Actually i didn't think to find a job la.. just have some fun here and go back to hk next month.. also i don't know how to tell people that my visa will be due soon.. so i didn't look for job. But on sunday alan saw an advertisement. A new 6 stars hotel is looking for many many staff.. so alan asked me to try a front desk job.. in a 6 stars hotel.. it seems not bad.. so i just tried lor..

Alan came home to pick me up.. we went for lunch with his customer first.. then he sent me there. This is the first time i went for a walk in interview.. so many many people were there ar.. i took an application form and returned it so fast.. they gave me a number and wait for the interview. My no is 163 and they already called 161. When i was waiting i saw that other people were filling the other pages of the applicaiton forms. Oh.. i forgot to fill in one page of the form.. Then my no was called. The lady brought me to another room. I told her that i have forgotten to fill in one page. She looked at it and said it was ok.. she would look at my CV. However.. for the front desk position.. they need some experience person. But if i don't mind.. because i can speak cantonese and mandarin.. they may put me in a chinese restaurant as a host.. I am not sure should i do it.. i just said yes.. cos it seems not bad to work in a 6 stars hotel.. it just helped me to start something in singapore first.. maybe big chance to get this job ( i am hoping ) though many people were interviewing ..... so i am waiting for the news within this two weeks...

Sex And The City ... must watch =)

Last sat .. after lunch we went to pick up his mum from work at hospital. Then three of us went to surpermarket for food. The surpermarket is in old horse racing court. That was my first time to go there. Now no more horse racing la.. it is became a seafood place.

After surpermarket.. We went to wash and polish our car.. very tired ar.. i thought we would stay home to rest... however.. alan said we were going for a movie.. oh.. movie again.. and this time was SEX AND THE CITY. heehee.. i used to watch sex and the city series on tv. it's my favourite series.

The movie was on 11pm. We had popcorn and ice-cream during the movie.. i ate the ice-cream like a child.. so concentrated on the ice-cream.. He looked at me for so long and i didn't notice..haha =p ... Movie was so good .. it is talking about marriage.. it made me think a lot and a lot during the movie.. althought i don't really have an answer for it... just hope that i can have a happy ending just like the movie...

after you watched it.. the only thing you can feel is LOVE.. i felt so warm and loving.. ^_^ I felt so happy to have him beside me.. =)