Tired..

I had applied few jobs this week. They are all about admin or HR.. even applied some part time jobs. However, i don't think it has high chance to get it.. really don't know what should i do.. Last night i lost of control and kept crying and crying. I heard something that really hurt my heart.. I knew that he didn't know that he would hurt me that hard. He said sorry to me and comforted me a lot after that. I hope that i have higher EQ. Don't cry anymore.

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Alan was sick this week. I tried to take care of him, kept going in and out to buy food, even bought a watermelon from supermarket. At least went out 3 times a day and didn't have time to get online. I was very tired. My shoulders were very painful. But all the things were because of him.