相信..

Thank you AH fi ( my ex-housemate) supported.. she is also facing some big problems in melbourne now.. we work hard together la. and she gave me a song 相信.. it is very nice song by 謝安琪.

Another chance is coming. i applied an education centre as a training consultant. Actually it is a company from hong kong and they are going to open a new centre in singapore.. so looking for staff. Today i received their email. They will come to singapore next week and wanna have an interview with me.. I think it is a good opportunity for me althought this job is too much for me.. but i hope i can have a chance to learn and get into it.... good luck to me ar.. =)

PS. ALan went to malaysia this morning for two days. miss him~~

其實任我怎麼走我也只不過是行在祂已安排的路上

From Gogo:
"我一直都好想神告訴我
我可以有一個怎樣的將來
怎樣的時間表
我有嗎? "
Recently this was also a question i always asked.... and i haven't got a answer~~

Gogo's answer was
"但祂要我徹底明白,我不是神
其實任我怎麼走我也只不過是行在祂已安排的路上
那還有什麼要令我擔心"
I hope this is my answer too..

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Easter Holiday..

Actually we didn't really have a good holiday.. didn't do anything fun..only went for a movie.. maybe i expected too much.. maybe i expeced we would went for some places etc ~~high expectation high disappiontment~~

I am feeling that i don't really have a support .. i applied few admin jobs.. don't have much confident to get those job cos i don't have experence in this area. My family always said i should go back to hk..especially my sis.. she said i shouldn't waste time in here.. shouldn't waste what i have learnt.. Alan said i should look for the position of higher level.. should look for government job or big company. cos it is easy to get a long working visa.. a simple admin job may not be able to get a visa even they wanna employ me... i feel so stress and giving myself so much pressure.. two months already.. i am still looking for job.. tried this road and didn't work.. tried other road also didn't work.. so much limitations here.. what should i do.. Alan said i should try different thing..try different kind of job. Am i not trying.. if i am not trying.. i wouldn't apply those jobs.

Still have four months time.. i hope i can get something here~~

坚持...

"forever 就是我们的坚持"

From 杨宗纬 <<鸽子>>

Maybe..

MAYBE I START TO FIND MY DIRECTION >>>>>>>

A bit of Disappointed..

After all the depression.. i have sent out fve applications on tuesday noon. And straight away i got an phone called at around 4pm.. Interview was on wed noon. I couldn't search any information about that centre.. Alan sent me there and then i filled out form.. after that the director talked me and said she couldn't employ me in childcare centre cos i got HEP B.. in that time i just felt " oh..the interview is over, i can go home la"..... however, after long time at night.. i started to feel that i can't find childcare job anymore.. they can't employ me.. and now ~~~~~~ what time of job should i find ~~~~~~~~~~ bad =(

Lose....

Last weekend was my bad bad bad bad time .. i felt that i totally lost.. i was in a depression..i felt i didn't have any value to stay in here.. i even wanna B U ..wanna go home..wanna get lose..wanna disappear..

But now i get over it already..after we have a bit of talk..after his caring.. i feel much better now..

My job..i think i am going to give up la.. i was waiting for a month already for this job..i should look for other

everyone please give me power to face all the barriers.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~

PS.. recently added many high school classmates in facebook =)